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Wear sunscreen.

If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been probed by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you can imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blind side you at 4 pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know still don't know.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And then you do you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders. Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look like 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it.

Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more that it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

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giovedì, 31 maggio 2007

nn so se riusciro' a dimenticarti... potrebbe essere una scommessa con me stessa, ma sarebbe come camminare intorno al niente.  La verita' e' che non voglio conoscerti così, circondata da tanta sofferenza, e allo stesso modo come posso pensare di scappare via da te... mi sento come un uccello nel cielo della mia mente. Non posso scappare. Così cerco di accettare tutti questi colori scuri pensandoli parte di una combinazione più ampia, ma ogni volta che mi sento avvolta da un po' di allegria, un accordo dissonante d'archi sottolinea quanto sia stonata questa allegria, senza di te.

Postato da: chiaraneu a 12:04 | link | commenti (3) |

mercoledì, 23 maggio 2007

Il cielo è grigio, la sabbia è grigia, anche il mare è grigio e mi sento proprio a casa in questa assordante atmosfera monocroma, da sola a modo mio..
Fumo, bevo e ogni volta che chiudo gli occhi faccio un piccolo sogno bagnato, ma per quanto possa essere cattiva sono orgogliosa del fatto che sono peggio di quanto sembro.
Mi chiedo che razza di paradiso sto cercando, io che ho tutto quello che voglio, io che voglio sempre di più.
Poi ci sei tu che cammini attraverso i miei muri come un fantasma in tv e penetri, ferendomi in profondita'.  Il mio piccolo cuore galleggia su una piccola zattera prendendo il largo. E cosa posso dire se non che mi sono troppo legata a te...e cosa posso fare se non sguazzare in te involontariamente..
Forse una minuscola brillante chiave giungerà sulla spiaggia e aprira' nuove porte.. forse, ma ora con rimpianto posso solo fare tre semplici domande... Perché io? Perché questo ora? Perché così?

Postato da: chiaraneu a 15:36 | link | commenti (1) |

giovedì, 17 maggio 2007

I'm so alone tonight, my bed feels larger than when I was small, lost in memories, lost in all the sheets and old pillows. So alone tonight, miss you more than I could let you know, miss the outline of your back,
miss you breathing down my neck.
oh, they're all out to get you, once again, they're all out to get you, once again..
Insecure, whatcha gonna do? feel so small they could step on you, called you up, answering machine when the human touch is what I need, what I need is you. I need you.
looked in the mirror, I don't know who I am anymore the face is familiar but the eyes, the eyes give it all away..
here they come again, here they come again, here they come again.. they're all out to get you, once again
they're all out to get you.. once again  (JAMES - out to get you)

Postato da: chiaraneu a 09:07 | link | commenti (2) |

martedì, 15 maggio 2007

mi chiedo dove si nasconda l’unica essenza per la quale valga la pena svegliarsi. Unico elemento di unione tra bene e male, fredezza e calore, macchia e sereno.

...davanti a lattine di birra svuotate di senso, l’angoscia e la vergogna, l’umiliazione e la terribile sensazione fisica dell’inadeguatezza. Lo spettro di lei che si muove nero e assorbe la poca luce che dentro ti è rimasta. Ti agiti. Arrossisci e anneghi in te. In me, un senso di morte.

Postato da: chiaraneu a 08:58 | link | commenti (3) |

giovedì, 03 maggio 2007
anyday

Mi sono lasciata piegare dentro di te perche' tu eri il vento, ho aperto la bocca e ti ci sei infilata così violentemente  da non farmi respirare e ho pensato... respiro comunque troppo, posso tornare a farlo domani..
Vorrei solo sapere chi eri, vorrei che ti fossi lasciata conoscere, forse non sai neanche chi sono io, quella donna che volevi chiamare casa. Non ero attenta, non ero all'erta, avevo gia' ascoltato tutte le mie battute e non mi sembravano più cosi' divertenti quindi ho pensato... rido comunque troppo, posso continuare a farlo domani...
Sei mai stata tirata fino al limite e poi rilasciata di colpo? sei mai stata percossa come le corde di una chitarra?
Se ti avessi davvero visto, avrei potuto suonarti, spezzarti e farti cantare, ma credo che non si possa vedere davvero il vento, viene e riempie gli spazi e ogni volta qualcosa si muove tu pensi di averlo visto in faccia ma non si puo' vedere il vento...  

ho deciso di chiudere le bocca oggi, perche' oggi e' gia' domani.

Postato da: chiaraneu a 08:53 | link | commenti (6) |